O.K. I am just sayin’. I think the diet is over for me September 10th, is that right Sally? But the deal is, and I am telling you now, I will be in New York on September 1st and I am going shopping. I am going shopping! And I am going to buy clothes, dammit. I ran into Stephanie Greco on my walk this morning, and we are both so done with this. Also, I went to a CEW (cosmetics executive women’s group) in NYC last week and I got a swag bag. The speaker was Bobbi Brown, so there was all this lip gloss from her, and a gift card for Hautelook.com So I used it on a bra, a camisole, and….pajamas. Are pajamas cheating? I will be breaking out of this on September 1st, 2010. Just sayin’.
I cheated. Nine months in and I cheated. I bought two new yoga tops. I could give you some good excuses like – my droopy boobs that seem to have dropped two additional inches this year – needed a bit more support, but that would just be an excuse. A real one none the less, but still I could have held out. The real reason is that I started ‘not to care’…just got tired of all the other pressures of my life and this seemed the easier route to take. Just got back from a very rough trip to NY while my brother received chemo for 4 days in a row, with me by his side. Many, many family dynamics and a long flight delay home, to MORE RAIN and MORE family pressures and I just got plain tired. I’m sorry. But I’m not returning the tops. I will do my best to stay on track for the remaining months. As much as I say I don’t care…it does matter.